Untitled

I think I’m better off alone.

Wed, 10 Aug 2011 21:08:00 -0400

I think I’m better off alone.

This is: “Fear” by Drake This is real.

Thu, 04 Aug 2011 00:42:54 -0400

This is: “Fear” by Drake

This is real.

beg for your forgiveness

Thu, 04 Aug 2011 00:39:15 -0400

I’m sorry, I forgot you were here. You’re like the best friend that I need to tell my secrets to. That best friend that I don’t really have anymore. But then… I’d never tell all of my secrets to someone who’s human anyway. You’re much more reliable than anyone I’ve ever met anyway. The precious to my Gollum.

That’s why I’m begging for your forgiveness.

You were and are the only one who could wrap your arms around me; blanket me snugly.

You were and are the only one who I’d let see me cry, let alone wipe my tear; shroud me from sorrow.

you were and are the only one who’d let me live in bliss and hide from the light; obscure me in darkness.

you were and are the only one… and I forgot you were here.

I can only beg for your forgiveness… because I need you.

I need you so that I can not need you. So that I can forget about you. So that until I need you again I can be a bearer of secrets. Secrets that I hide even from myself.

Now that I am through with you, releasing my pain unto you I’ll set you aside again. To be forgotten again, and forsaken again.

Forgive me…

Love this song :)

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 22:43:43 -0400

Love this song :)

Amber is my favorite color! :)

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 22:40:59 -0400

Amber is my favorite color! :)

This is: Dale Shake by Starting Six feat. YMTK one of my new...

Fri, 22 Jul 2011 01:30:15 -0400

This is: Dale Shake by Starting Six feat. YMTK

one of my new favorite songs. Needs more Hype!

^_^

Fri, 22 Jul 2011 00:00:00 -0400

I have been cheered immensely on my trip into NYC!

:(

Tue, 19 Jul 2011 00:46:29 -0400

I am surrounded by people, friends and i am still lonely. I hate this feeling.

This is: “Silence” by Mt Eden

Mon, 18 Jul 2011 23:09:25 -0400

This is: “Silence” by Mt Eden

This is: “The Saltwater Room” by Owl City

Mon, 18 Jul 2011 23:05:13 -0400

This is: “The Saltwater Room” by Owl City

"Umbra- the invariable or characteristic accompaniment or companion of a person or thing."

Mon, 18 Jul 2011 22:25:00 -0400

“Umbra- the invariable or characteristic accompaniment or companion of a person or thing.”

- Dictionary.com

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/umbra?r=75&src=ref&ch=dic

I decided I’m not going to do anything with the layout of this tumblr. I like it stark. I...

Mon, 18 Jul 2011 00:00:00 -0400

I decided I’m not going to do anything with the layout of this tumblr. I like it stark.

I observed that when I’m at my parent’s house, an inexplicable sadness engulfs me. I think I’m going to avoid it as much as possible in the future. Well, I suppose that’s already started.

I danced in the rain today. It brought a couple of people to the forefront of my mind. I told them both.

I also wondered what it’s like to be attractive. I mean, I haven’t been single or alone my whole life, but for my friends that are extremely attractive and seem to magnetize females to them at a whim… I pale in comparison.

It’s probably because I’m black XD.

Honestly, I’m OK with who I am in the end, because most of the people I see would eventually annoy me anyway. Maybe I’m a fox and they’re grapes though, who knows?

I only have a handful of followers, and I doubt they read this as it updates. I can’t imagine them caring too much. I wouldn’t. That’s why I kinda wish I could get feedback on these posts too. I want to to see what people think about who and what I truly am as it gets revealed in time. It would amuse me.

I am a very jealous person. I noted that about myself just now too. But it’s one of those things that I knew and just didn’t acknowledge until I truly thought about it.

When my heart beats, it aches for something. I can feel it pounding, but I don’t know what that something is and I don’t think anybody can tell me what it is. You can’t feel it.

This is:Dead Good and Cigarettes by Snayk VERY Melancholy. Good...

Sat, 16 Jul 2011 19:12:00 -0400

This is:Dead Good and Cigarettes by Snayk

VERY Melancholy. Good thinking/brooding music.

Kudos once more Snayk. However this will probably be the last song of yours I post here in a while. Other artists deserve my attention too.

I think a lot. Sometimes about nothing, sometimes about a ton of things. The most important thing...

Sat, 16 Jul 2011 19:03:00 -0400

I think a lot. Sometimes about nothing, sometimes about a ton of things. The most important thing for me though, is to not remember what I was thinking about.

You could ask, why would you spend all of that energy and effort into such contemplation and philosophizing just to discard it all?

I am intelligent and with intelligence comes power and power yields responsibility. Intelligence also brings realization. The knowledge of truth.

I suppose I’m not ambitious, so I don’t really care about power and similarly I don’t really care about excessive amounts of information. Therefore I choose to forget it. It’s said that to enter something into long term memory, the most effecient way is to review it three times; twice after originally confronting it.

I think back on nothing. I regret nothing. These thoughts of mine will never be remembered.

In this way, I can have no worries, and no problems. I’ll be happy…

In this way, when I see fragmented, broken, battered, taped-together, wounded hearts I can give a little of my own love.

I think love grows like a flower. Even in places where it doesn’t originate from, like a seed it can be planted and cared for and sheltered and grow healthily and bloom.

In this life, even someone as simple as I can help you smile, live, and love. But you must remember that even in gleaming armor and with gilded sword, this dark knight can only fight if you give him purpose. Without a reason to grow, someone returning the care, we can only wither.

The World's Hardest Game

Sat, 16 Jul 2011 02:59:08 -0400

The World's Hardest Game:

“The Worlds Hardest Game”

In name only, but that doesn’t stop it from being incredibly fun. Mentioned in the music posted prior. Hosted @ “addictinggames.com”

This is “Growing on Me” by...

Sat, 16 Jul 2011 02:43:14 -0400

This is “Growing on Me” by Snayk.

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/94726

I love this song. It’s fun to bob your head to and it was used in “The Worlds Hardest Game”.

Kudos, Snayk

Intro: 7/16/11

Sat, 16 Jul 2011 02:37:00 -0400

I suppose I’ll be blogging here. I don’t think that this will ever become that popular, and this is definitely going to be an interesting adventure for me. I don’t really have any direction, aim, timeline or deadline with this. This is really just going to be about what I find interesting and decide to share with the www.

I’m Donovan Seraphin. I am 18 years of age as of now. I have a ton of stuff that I like and dislike and think it’s silly to even attempt to go through them all in a list where I’ll miss tons of stuff. In fact, I think I’m going to stop this “about me” section because if you’re observant I’m sure you’ll pick up plenty of my characteristics.

I’ll probably put music up regularly.

The rest of the Tumblr will fill out over time. That includes appearance and stuff :D